"Silence in the Air"

You know each day just drifts away no new information, can't reach anyone to find out an update the silence in the air is frightening sometimes. I still haven't given up on the idea. I often wonder how many children there are waiting and what will happen to them if the adoptions stop for another period of time. I keep trying to be positive and be very hopeful. Maybe I will have some good information soon. I can only hope. But on a good note I have been enjoying spending time with my daughter watching her swim, and getting brown as a gingersnap she has such beautiful skin. She is growing so fast and cries often when we talk about the changes in the adoption world and the what if's....she still thinks positive and that child like faith is what I need to see me through....